February 27,2026 TGIF

 Come Oh Holy Spirit, please fill the hearts of thy faithful, please enkindle in us the fire of Your Divine Love, send forth Your Spirit Oh Lord, and it shall be created, and You shall renew the face of the earth.

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At 7am today, I was able to catch up in the zoom event for the Novena Prayers with Rosary for the wife of a  friend. She passed 3 days ago. 

She was dad's replacement secretary in the Bank of the Philippine Islands, Zamboanga City Main Branch.

I was perhaps between 7 to 10 years old when I got to hear her answer my calls to dad when dad' secretary would be away,

She had this very unique way of answering the phone. Very remarkable. Unforgettable.

I will always remember our telephone numbers then.

36-31

29-31

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Today, the blowing snow is crazily making my view of the windows, remember driving last month, with the same or more challenging road conditions. Almost zero visibility.

I wanted Ruel to share to me the dash cam recording.

Unfortunately, it was recorded over before he could do it.

Nevertheless, I praise and thank God for the grace of His guidance and protection.

It made me recall the time we travelled to Alberta, November 2022.

Thank you God for sparing us from the more than 10 car pile up of cars and big truck accidents, a domino effect near Medicine Hat, Alberta.

We missed it by a few minutes.

Praise God Alleluia!

I will never forget seeing a firetruck man being pushed my the strong winds as he attempted to walk towards us and inform us of the road detours.

I will also never forget navigating small rural roads with no street lights at all.

Thank God again and again for His light and shield of protection and guidance.

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Today's gospel readings remind me of the gospel readings of the Friday/weekend of Valentine's day.

It reminds us to repair broken relationships and to get rid of negative attitudes and habits.

https://kerygmafamily.com/modules/dailyreadings/read.php?date=2026-02-27

Here are the reflection questions:

How do you live out your faith in your daily life? What kind of witness do others see in you?

How can you move beyond the outward sacrifices of Lent and focus on addressing the attitudes and emotions that truly separate you from God?

My prayer:

Lord Jesus, help me especially when I struggle to walk with faith on water.

February 26,2026

 Come Oh Holy Spirit, please fill the hearts of thy faithful, enkindle in us the fire of thy Divine love, please send forth Your Spirit, and it shall be created, and  You shall renew the face of the earth.

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Good morning world!

It is another beautiful day.

Weather reports predict that soon the ice and snow will melt.

I guess, that is not applicable to Manitoba. 

Someone told me that they experienced 4 seasons in one day.

Wow!

Snow, Rain  and Summer weather with a bit of spring?

That would be something to experience.

I just re-learned about the awful flooding in Texas and the Coast Guard hero Scott Ruskin.

https://www.kcra.com/article/texas-flooding-coast-guard-state-of-the-union-award/70494903

Flash flooding that killed around 130 people and this rescuer saving 165.

Wow!

Praise God for listening to the prayers for help of those 165 people.

Seeking God's grace of surrender for those who perished.

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Today's Kerygma Family Catholic gospel readings remind us of the right posture of asking anything in prayer from Our Lord.

Matthew 7:7 Ask and  you shall receive, Seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be opened unto you...

But, what if one does not receive what one asks for?

God' knows best.

Last night my youngest came to me so giddy with excitement...telling me she is wanting to tell me of a project that is coming to fruition.

She asks me if I will say YES to support it.

This is the 3rd time she has come to me in this manner and with an already answered question of YES.

So, I would patiently and gently remind her I cannot do that.

I have to know all the details before I say YES.

I made two guesses which made her irritated with me.

I asked,  your crush has a crush on you too?

BIG no!

I asked again, do you now have a boyfriend?

Now, I was treading on dangerous waters.

I still proceeded with my guesses...until she left me to finish my task on hand.

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Was I like her when I was a teenager? 

Guess so...I just remember I need to be very patient as my parents were.

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Reflection questions:

What have you been struggling with lately? Has this brought you to the point of giving up? Or has this made you closer to God?

How can you grow in trusting God’s wisdom, even when His answers to your prayers are not what you have hoped for?

Kerygma prayers:

Lord, may I find myself and Your love for me in the process of asking and working for my intentions.

Lord, help me to trust that You know what is best, even when Your answer is different mfrom my desire. Amen.

God knows my struggles.

I surrender to His wisdom and guidance.

Thank You God the Father, God the Son Jesus Christ and God the Holy Spirit, One God in three.

EDSA People Power Revolution 40 Years Later

 Come Oh Holy Spirit, please fill the hearts of thy faithful, please enkindle in us the Fire of Your Divine Love, send forth Your Spirit Oh Lord, and it shall be created, and You shall renew the face of the earth.

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What a beautiful morning!!!

The sun is gloriously shinning through the kitchen and dinning windows!

My pizza is almost done in the oven!

This is my 2nd attempt in making my own pizza dough without baking powder, yeast or egg.

So happy!

Last week, my Marina made her no bread crumb pandesal!

Oh it was so yummy!

Praise God for the grace to work with our hands!

Praise God for the 80% relief I am experiencing from my sciatica.

It took me a while to get up from bed though. Changing positions is still a struggle and involves a lot of pain.

But, over all, I am very happy with the recent exercise I am doing!

Praise God!!!

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Pizza got the passing grade from my high school freshman as she grabs a quick bite while dashing out of the back door claiming she is late for school.

yayy!!!

Mayo got a small bite too!

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Last night, I finally got most of the Christmas tree decors down. Hopefully by the weekend, there will be no more Christmas decors in the house.

My weekend was so full that the headache  developed  late Sunday, required me to just rest the whole of Monday and a bit of Tuesday!

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Took time to be updated with world news.

Praying for peace and safety of all people affected by the Cartel operations/reactions in Mexico.

Praying for all those negatively affected by the Epstein evil reign.

How true the Ghislaine Maxwell was sighted in Montreal?

Also, the growing suspicion over Erica Kirk's unfaithfulness to Charlie?

Lord knows whatever is true.

We entrust all of these disturbing news into His Hands. Trusting that He will keep all our love ones safe from the devil's tactics of manipulation, temptations,  oppression, infestations and possessions...in Jesus most might name and blood we claim.

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I just learned about another death.

The numbers come in waves and batches.

Are they related to the Covid Vac?

Are these cases reactions to it?

Spare us Oh Lord Jesus Christ!

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Today's Catholic Gospel Readings taken from Kerygma Family:

https://kerygmafamily.com/modules/dailyreadings/read.php?date=2026-02-25

Here is my audio recording of it:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=32XsG63P6y4

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Reflection question:

Are you learning to walk by faith, even when you don’t see clear signs or immediate answers?

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Remembering the first People Power revolution in reaction to the death of Ninoy Aquino Jr.

40 years ago!

I was first year in college.

Yellow was the color!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9dnYEJjZ5es&t=4s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6V0uDXlvcI

Monsignor Soc Villegas message today:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRADqlv6mKI

Catholic Gospel Readings for February 16,2026

Come Oh Holy Spirit, please fill the hearts of thy faithful, enkindle in us the fire of Your Divine Love, send forth your Spirit and it shall be created, and You Oh Lord, shall renew the face of the earth

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Today's gospel readings as taken from Kerygma Family 

https://kerygmafamily.com/modules/dailyreadings/read.php?date=2026-02-16

My audio recording of it:

https://youtu.be/2ofoc_eOgVQ

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Reflection question:

What are you hungry for?

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I hunger for the faith and confidence of a mustard seed that as I seek my good Shepherd's hand and guidance in my life as THE WAY, THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE, I may achieve my God mission on this earth.

I hunger for a grateful heart that no matter what struggles I may face, I will remain thankful to Our Lord's generosity.

Happy Birthday Jane Steubing

 Come Oh Holy Spirit, please fill the hearts of thy faithful, enkindle in us the fire of Your Divine Love, send forth Your  Spirit, and it shall be created, and You shall renew the face of the earth.

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Today is Louie Riel Holiday.

It is also my dear friend's Jane's birthday.

I will honor her with photos of her Christmas Home. This past Christmas, she admitted to going a bit low key in her decorations. She usually goes all out.

It is a marvel still to see her beautifully decorated home and eat her wonderful food for Christmas dinner.

A tradition we always look forward to each December since 2021.

I continue to pray to our Lord Jesus for her to continued blessings of good health, mental strength and her many projects this year and beyond.

Here are some photos:

Feb.10,2026

 Come Oh Holy Spirit, please fill the hearts of thy faithful, please enkindle in us the fire of Your Divine Love, send forth Your Spirit Oh Lord, and it shall be created, and You Oh Lord, shall renew the face of the earth.

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Today's gospel readings as taken from Kerygma Family Daily Bible Reflections:

https://kerygmafamily.com/modules/dailyreadings/read.php?date=2026-02-10

My audio recording for added convenience:

https://youtu.be/9HDXiMqUNNQ

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It is my eldest sister's birthday today. She is the 2nd of 9.

I have been meaning to write about her as a way of honoring her and her presence in our life.

Her nickname is taken from her almond light brown eyes.

Her Christian name is from a saint and a flower.

I am not sure anymore of mom and dad's  reasons behind naming her.

Among all of us, she and the first born were born in Lourdes Hospital in V.Mapa, Kalentong, Mandaluyong City.

I wished that our birth certificate was similar to theirs.

They had their footprint stamped on it.

All the rest of us were born in Brent hospital along Cawa-cawa boulevard, facing the  Basilan Strait and  Sta. Cruz island, a favorite swimming destination for us with pink coral sands.

Hazel is the most fashionable and photogenic among us.

She took up Fine Arts at the College of the Holy Spirit in Mendiola.

She had loads of suitors.

She has stepped up many many times to be the best older sister to the rest of us.

I remember her taking time off work so she could accompany me to Ayala Avenue in Makati City for my interviews in the head office of Bank of the Philippine Islands.

I remember being a bit scared of riding the bus.

She would send me stuff or sew me skirts and blouses when I was in high school.

I will always treasure the Penny Loafers with Tassle I was so happy to wear for my junior and senior year in High School.

I will never forget the Pink Balloon skirt with wide pockets she sewed for me with a white blouse with  pastel colored ribbons as buttons behind it. Pink, Blue, Yellow and Lavender. I wore it to a dance presentation to the song of Cindy Lauper, She Bopped!

I remember borrowing most of her clothes.

My most favorite memory is wearing her bridesmaid gown for one debut dance I attended in the Bernad Subdivision homes.

I felt every bit a princess in that gown.

It was designed and made by Patis Tesoro.

She and I have long conversations together a lot.

Thank God for technology.

She recently accomplished something very big for our family last year.

I was telling her just last week, it was like moving heaven and earth, but, with God's extra grace, she was able to accomplish it.

Something, I would not have exceeded her excellence given the same situation.

May St. Scholastica, the sister of St Benedict, intercede for all your intentions and for your unica and husband.

May your be blessed more and more.

Sorry for sharing your photo of your flying in the skies with a glider without your permission.

I was just super happy for you.

Anyhow, thanks for  calling me out on that.

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Western Mindanao State University high school (orange) uniform.

Years in Dubai.

                                                                  With her Unica Hija

                                                                          Christmas 1966

( all photos grabbed from her facebook account, still without permission! When will I learn?)

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Reflection questions from Kerygma:

As you work on your interior life, focus more on the Lord rather than yourself?

What teachings and traditions of the Church distract you from remaining focused on loving Jesus and your neighbor as you love yourself?

How do you nurture your inner self?

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My prayer:

Lord, Jesus Christ,  thank you for the gift of family. Thank you for the love and care we get from your through them. Thank you Lord Jesus for our parents. May your LIGHT shine upon them and may dad and mom and all our ancestor's soul's rest in peace. May your peace heal all hurts, wounds and division and may we continue to seek Your will in our lives! Grant us your graces and tender mercies to be able to fulfill them in our lifetime. Grant us also a happy, healthy senior years and a happy peaceful death when our time comes. Mama Mary, Our Lady of Lourdes, please pray for us.

Ave Maria!

Nueve de Pebrero

 Come Oh Holy Spirit, please fill the hearts of thy faithful, enkindle in us the fire of Your Divine Love, send forth Your Spirit Oh Lord, and it shall renew the face of the earth.

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Today's gospel reading taken from Kerygma Daily Family Reflection:

https://kerygmafamily.com/modules/dailyreadings/read.php?date=2026-02-09

My audio recording for another option:

https://youtu.be/EWi7xpJNNU8

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Today, I dedicate my blog to Father Gerry Sembrano, our  former parish priest in St. Emile Parish Church, in the south part of Winnipeg.

We discovered this beautiful church building because of the MFC Youth activity of my first born.

She was the one who said it might just be the church I was looking for.

When we newly landed here in Canada, we would go far and wide for Sunday masses which was scarce during those pandemic days.

 I had a face to face Sacrament of Reconciliation with Father Gerry himself.

It ushered the dusting off  cobwebs in the dark night of my  body and soul.

Last Saturday, on our way out of the door for our M.P.A. or MFC monthly prayer assembly, I remembered the Facebook notification of coming birthdays. I said, grabbing on the last minute some birthday stuff.

I told Marina that Father Gerry would surely be greeted  and we must be ready with some cake sparklers and candles.

Mari brought home earlier that day a small lemon chiffon cake which was plainly covered with cream icing.

She was totally unaware of the plan. She had different plans for the afternoon and evening. Ruel and I forced her to come.

But, it was for the best, she found herself handing the simple cake to Father Gerry.

The two other cakes presented to Father were beautifully decorated.

I told Mari, that the simple theme of the  plain cake was  timely applicable to Father Gerry's talk on  Son and Daughters of Gods.

He reviewed with us why we should place our identity on that first and not be so attached to the world's standards of identity, like income, size of our home or the brand names we bear on our clothes or shoes or the level of education attained.

By virtue of our baptism, we are adopted sons and daughters of Our Great God, the Father Almighty, the one who created heaven and earth.

We all bear His image and likeness.

We have the mandate to not hide this or be ashamed or guilty of this.

As salt and light to the world, we must continue to proclaim this with our words and deeds.

Again,  Happy Happy 59th Birthday Father Gerry! Thank you for being a very faithful shepherd and pastor to us.

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How are you being salt and light to others?

Which area of your life do you need God’s healing power? Cry out in faith to Him today.

How desperate are you to receive God’s healing and miracles?

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O Lord, let us behold beauty not in mere form, but in the hearts that beat with Your love. May our lives shine with kindness, compassion, and grace—a reflection of Your divine presence. Guide us to weave both inner and outer beauty into a tapestry of faith, radiant with Your eternal light. Amen

February 3,2026

 Come Oh Holy Spirit, please fill the hearts of thy faithful, please enkindle in us the fire of thy Divine Love, send forth Your Spirit Oh Lord, and it shall be created, and You Oh Lord shall renew the face of the earth.

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Today's Catholic Gospel readings from Kerygma Family :

https://kerygmafamily.com/modules/dailyreadings/read.php?date=2026-02-03

My audio recording of it for your listening convenience:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnFulSsrY7I

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Today's reading is planting the seed of hope and faith in me once again.

The healing of the woman suffering from hemorrhage. Suffering for many years. Just a touch of Jesus cloak restored her into good health and wholeness.

It reminds us of how Jesus called Jarius  12 year old daugter back from the dead.

Thank you Oh Lord Jesus for this beautiful reminder that You are our way maker!

Our Lord who is in the business of making miracles and restoration.

Thank You Lord.

I put my trust in  You.

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My reflections based on the Kerygma question.

What are your prayer requests to God at the moment? How is God answering them?

I pray for complete and total healing of my injured knees and sciatica.

Thank You Lord Jesus.

I pray for restoration of what the evil one has stolen, destroyed and killed.

Finances, relationships and health.

Thank you Lord Jesus. Thank you.

Marvelous Monday Feb.2,2026

 Come Oh Holy Spirit, please fill the hearts of thy faithful, please enkindle in us the fire of Your Divine Love, send forth Your Spirit Oh Lord, and it shall be created, and You Oh lord, shall renew the face of the earth.

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It is the Feast of the Presentation of Our Lord Jesus Christ in the Temple.

Here is the Kerygma Family Daily Reading:

https://kerygmafamily.com/modules/dailyreadings/read.php?date=2026-02-02

Here is my audio recording of the scripture readings for convenient listening:

https://youtu.be/2OXGpa65xWM

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Reflections based on the guide questions of Kerygma Family Daily Reading:

What is God’s Spirit asking you to do today?

The Holy Spirit of the Triune God is asking me to do first things first.

He is also asking me to look further in the Jewish feast of Tu B'Shevat.

It is a time of the Hebrew Calendar where one stops to observe, admire and value the trees and nature around us.

Tu means 9.

B means 6.

9+6 = 15 so it is 15th of Shebat. For this year, it falls from the evening of Feb.1 and ends at sunset of Feb.2.

It coincides with the Catholic Feast of the Presentation of Our Lord Jesus

Recently, I encountered this very short video focusing on the first line of Genesis.

It translates each word in Hebrew and it's Greek and Roman derivatives.

It expounds that the first line of  " In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth." shows words pertaining to Jesus, who was referred to as a tree.

He actually died on the tree for the salvation of mankind.

He is the word that became flesh for this reason.

And as He was presented in the temple, Simeon, a temple elder saw the fulfillment of this prophecy.

Thank You Lord Jesus for the grace you have blessed me to believe in YOU despite the fact that my eyes have not seen you in flesh and blood.

I believe I have you present in the Eucharist each Sunday mass worship and sacrifice.

Thank you.

Lord, help me to silence the noise around me so I can hear You. Move in my heart and guide me in Your ways. Amen.

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In your encounters, do you reflect the transformative love Pope Francis speaks of? Do you meet others with humility, embracing the hunger for truth, belonging, and connection that unites us all?

Truth be told, Pope Francis, may he rest in peace, is not so dear to me.

His ambiguous remarks has made me confused and quite lost.

His document on Amoris Leiticia has a lot of vague teachings which run counter to certain beliefs in our faith.

He had removed a lot of conservative cardinals from their posts that left me quite sad and frustrated.

So, I may be lacking in humility since  I do not subscribe to his endorsement of weird  Nativity artists in the Vatican, allowing Pachamama idols to be venerated , lack of fidelity to the truth of solid Church teachings that disconnect me from him...I pray for him and the current Pope Leo.

I strive to remain faithful to Christ Teachings as found in the Catechism and  Magisterium.

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Lord, open our hearts to listen with compassion and see the shared yearning for truth in every soul we meet. May our every encounter mirror Your love.

Twenty Four Going on Fifty

 Come Oh Holy Spirit, please fill the hearts of thy faithful, please enkindle in us the fire of Your Divine Love, send forth Your Spirit Oh Lord, and it shall be created, and You Oh Lord, shall renew the face of the earth.

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Today's gospel readings from Kerygma Family Daily Bible Reflections:

https://kerygmafamily.com/modules/dailyreadings/read.php?date=2026-01-30

My audio recording of it for easier listening option:

https://youtu.be/bRWBhfe2QWg

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Today, Ruel and I celebrate 24 years of married life.

I would not characterize it as wedded bliss at all.

On the contrary, the trail of trials that had come our way would classify it as messy, turbulent, explosive and almost near ripping apart.

But, over-all, the grace of God, the author of this institution, gave us the ability to decide on saying YES each and everyday.

I would not claim any  singular  big contribution to the union.

I would however honor and point out the super human strength Ruel has exerted in choosing to love me.

Me, who struggles with loving my own person.

I would have long divorced myself if I were in his position.

Thank God he has not.

Praise God, that despite the differences we have, that has become more pronounced through the years, we continue to believe in each other and work hand in hand to our final breath and beyond.

We ask for the merciful love and grace of Our Lord, God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. The WAY, the TRUTH and the LIFE.

We thank God for  family and friends around us who have helped pray for us and shown us the way.

Our faith based communities, the Missionary Families of Christ (MFC) and  the Brotherhood of Christian Businessmen and Professionals (BCBP)

We thank our leaders and elders.

We honor our  Tatay Rupito Espinoza.

We remember our departed parents, Calixto and Luisa de Leon, Erlinda Espinoza.

We honor and pray for all of our ancestors. 

We also remember office mates who have become family through the years.

We remember our Marriage Preparation group from Our Lady of the Rosary church in Doha, Qatar.

Ally and Susana.

My Doha BFF, Elma.

Our neighbors in Wayan st. ( dulo) in Mandaluyong City.

Our Marriage Encounter prayer group in Mandaluyong City.

Our Single's for  Christ 1994 and 2000 leaders especially our wedding sponsors, Boy and Nini Mendoza.

My online retreatant friends for the Consecration to Mary and St. Joseph groups especially Pia Aspillaga.

Thank you sis Julie Chua.

Thank you to those who have touched our lives briefly but have lasting effects, Jeanette Yu-Chua.

Our EasyCall Communication Ltd  office mates and dear friends.

Agnes Cruz

Ma. Theresa Abutal

Gigi Brocal

Our Primerica financial services family.

Our online Rosary devotion groups.

Our Legion of Mary groups.

All the priests that blessed us.

Father Ani Xavier.

Father Gerry Sembrano.

Father G.J. Kingsley

Our CEFAM Pre Cana course team and batch mates in Ateneo University.

Our many classmates in elementary, high school and college.

Jane Uson-Mamauag thank you.

Our good neighbors here in Canada, St. James area.

My bff Ma Elena "Trixie" Feliciano who has known me since Legion of Mary days in Our Lady of Fatima, Mandaluyong City  in the very early 1990's.

My Singles for Christ 1997 household group members, Nanette de Asis, Dadah Montances, Bo Escarilla, Mona Tundag.

We are who we are because of all your influence, help and prayers.

We continue to praise and thank Our Great God, Our Lord Jesus Christ for all is from His graces and mercies.

Mama Mary, the Mother of Our God, Ave ! Ave Maria! Totus Tuus.

Thank you Mari for the yummy cake and the encouragement to take these photos.

Thank you Lilli for the early home lunch time date we had yesterday and your eagerness to plan our simple celebration together with Mayo's 11th birthday.

I urge, then, first of all, that petitions, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for all people— 2 for kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness. 3 This is good, and pleases God our Savior, 4 who wants all people to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth. (1 Timothy 2: 1-4)

January 29,2026 Thursday

 Come Oh Holy Spirit, please fill the hearts of thy faithful, please enkindle in us the fire of thy Divine love, send forth Your Spirit Oh Lord, and it shall be created, and You Oh Lord, shall renew the face of the earth.

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Today's gospel readings in audio format for easy listening:

https://youtu.be/qhgGrt3I44w

The Kerygma Family Daily Bible Reflections version:

https://kerygmafamily.com/modules/dailyreadings/read.php?date=2026-01-29

Reflection questions:

How has God’s grace carried you through?

It has all been His wonderful, merciful grace that has been sustaining me lately.

When the back pain gets to be too much to bear...I am at times able to remember to give it back to Him. Offer it to Him.

For Him to use.

Some say, He might use it to release some souls in purgatory.

So be it.

I pray further for the grace not to complain or be anxious.

Again, easier said  ( or written) than done...

But, I resolve to place my faith and trust in Him and His Son's most sacred Heart.

How are you allowing your light to shine in your daily life? Are you revealing the goodness of God through your actions, or is your light hidden away?

Last Sunday, while we were waiting for the surprise party to start...I was inspired to quote the Sunday's gospel readings, a quote from it on my FB page.

I felt the gospel so much alive when Father Eric Giddins was giving his homily.

It was so refreshing and energizing.

A good friend saw me in the youtube broadcast of the 9am mass.

So, I said to myself, what the heck, let me let God's light shine through my Sunday and my FB post.

Here is the link of the mass:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oa2EMnwJHLI

So, thus, there will be no doom and gloom for those who are suffering.

This I claim in Jesus most mighty name.

January 28,2026

 Come Oh Holy Spirit, please fill the hearts of thy faithful, please enkindle in us the fire of Your Divine Love, send forth your Spirit Lord, and it shall be created, and You shall renew the face of the earth.

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Today is my mom's 25th death anniversary. She would have turned 90 this year.

Last Saturday, a good friend shared to us her experience of loss and grief over the recent death of her brother.

She relates that during one instance, she felt a touch on her back and when she turned to see who just poked her, there was no one.

Then after a while a tug on her shirt by her side.

Again, no one was there.

Her mom also experienced some sign that the just departed love one was still around.

Another good friend just messaged me in fb chat, that her sweet husband Rolly would show up in her dreams as if he was still alive.

These  are all within 40 days of their passing.

My mom too had several moments where I felt that she was still there.

I felt two poking on my back as well, during one novena mass for her at Pinaglabanan Church, San Juan, Metro Manila.

On the first instance, I turned around to see, no one was near me enough to reach me easily.

The pew chairs were massive, and the distance was more than an arm's length. And my family members were all scattered loosely and  distant to each other.

Then it happened again. I looked around some more.

Church goers were beyond 5 feet away.

Mom made sure that I felt her so I will oblige to show and greet people around me the sign of peace.

I was not inclined to since I was still bristling from a recent friction over  some painful words hurled at me.

When Valentine's day came, mom gave me the most wonderful goodbye.

I don't have A.C. in my room. It can get hot and humid a lot so, covering up in blankets is not really a welcome thought when my head falls on my pillow...but, the following morning as soon as I opened my eyes, first thing I saw was my cabinet doors being wide open.

The night before I made sure my office uniform was hanging on both cabinet door handles by the hanger hook. But, how could it be opened so wide then?

There was no lose hinges or anything.

Then, I further realized that the blanket was lovingly tucked smoothly and nicely around my torso.

If I may have reached for it during the night unknowingly, it would have been haphazard, not, perfectly done as if someone did it so carefully and  with much love.

Then after a year, when I was pregnant with Marina, and I was due to give birth, she banged the rosary case beside me so I will wake up and bring myself to the hospital right away.

I was having  super bad headache for several days.

Unknowingly, released my amniotic fluid already 3 days back.

I thought I was just not able to hold my pee.

My plan was to wait till my next schedule weekly check up on the Monday coming.

It was a Sunday when she woke me up with a bang.

Prior to it, I had to wake up Ruel thinking that an insect was brushed on my foot while we were sleeping.

Yes, it was summer. And it was hot. My feet were uncovered.

Ruel had to get up and turn on the lights and check.

Then as I was about to fall asleep, KAPOW! 

I immediately thought, Ok mom, yes, I am going to the hospital now.

She knew her granddaughter  and I were already in danger.

So, we were whisked straight away to Intensive Care Neonatal unit at Saint Luke's.

Thank you mom, thank you.

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https://kerygmafamily.com/modules/dailyreadings/read.php?date=2026-01-28

How open are you to truly listening and accepting God’s Word in your life, even when it challenges you?

Still a work in progress.

Forgiving and letting go and letting God is still very challenging to do.

My prayer:

Lord Jesus, you died such a horrible and humiliating death so that I can have my sins wiped out if I ask forgiveness from You.

Please grant me the grace I need to know and believe You Love me so much and that I am redeemable.

I remember the people who have hurt me lately. I ask Lord Jesus to cover them, the situation and me with your most precious blood so that we may all be healed and released from the prison of pride, ego and  indifference.

Mama Mary, pray for us.

Mom, watching us having fun as we were setting up for our after party party in the Pombuena Apartment garage for our 4 year post high school reunion.

Mariano Rubio, Amrita Rhoda, Claire Augustine, Jane Uson, Edgar Buray, Luke Cabalit, baby sis Peaches.

Come to think of it the guys on the right are all in Canada.

Edgar in Toronto, Luke in Montreal.

Wait, more photos. Sorry, kinda blurry...

Here is one photo of mom in her Terno during my paternal grandparent's 50th wedding anniversary.

Salt and Caramel Weekend!

 Come Oh Holy Spirit, please fill the hearts of thy faithful, enkindle in us the fire of thy Divine love, send forth your Spirit Oh Lord, and it shall be created, and You Oh Lord, shall renew the face of the earth.

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Today, despite the dry needling done to me yesterday morning, the back pain is still there, But, it is much less in severity and gravity.

The whole day yesterday, I felt so good. The dry needling was a bit uncomfortable but tolerable.

My physio therapist says one more dry needling and will see what will be next.

I pray to Padre Pio and St. Charlbel to please intercede for me powerfully to Our Most Divine healer, that  I may experience complete and total healing of this SCIATICA and over extended right knee.

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Today's Kerygma Family Daily Bible Readings and Reflections:

https://kerygmafamily.com/modules/dailyreadings/read.php?date=2026-01-27

My thoughts and reflections on it:

How can you show greater love and unity to your brothers and sisters in faith, especially those who may think or believe differently from you?

I will first of all pray for them. Offer my rosary devotional prayers for them, their needs and intentions.

Then, I will try my best to show them good regard. I will not lean on my own understanding of  what or how they regard / ignore / reject me in many subtle ways.

I will love them from a distance while surrendering my mind, emptying it off negativity while claiming the Peace from Christ, my Lord and my Saviour.

FURTHER REFLECTION POINTS FROM KERYGMA:

God’s family is not defined by blood relations but by those who do the will of God. If we want to follow Jesus, we need to follow Him all the way.

Lord, teach me to have a humble heart so I may follow You. Amen.

“Obedience is a consecration of the heart, chastity of the body, and poverty of all worldly goods to the love and service of God. Blessed indeed are the obedient, for God will never permit them to go astray.” (St. Francis De Sales)

Kerygma prayer:

Loving Father, You have called us to be one family. Please bless us with the unity we deeply long for. May our hearts be filled with compassion and our lives guided by Your will, so that we may follow Jesus’ example in everything we do. Amen.

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Despite the challenges of  minimal sleep due to the pain experienced due to my SCIATICA, the weekend was very full.

There was a prayer meeting Friday night with leaders in BCBP.

Saturday morning, I was up at 3am to prepare food and final cleaning of the house for our MFC household meeting at 12 noon.

Sunday saw us going to 9am mass at the nearby Our Lady of  Perpetual Help Parish Church while the girls had reading duties at Holy Cross Parish  12 noon while we attended a wonderful birthday surprise.

It was so refreshing to see the siblings and wife and kids of this noble and super down-to-earth person be honored and celebrated on his 55th birthday.

The short speech of the sister Lourdes almost made me teary eyed.

The mom's short words very powerful.

The singing of the couple one of their favorite karaoke songs was so sweet and spicy! Kaliente!

The previous day was their 27th year wedding anniversary. What a nice back to back special event!

I would have wanted to stay on till the last bit of food was stowed away, but we had to run.

I would have wanted to sing a long and dance too...thanks to the adrenaline rush now and then, I am able to and yes, motion is lotion.

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Thank you dear God for your merciful love.

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Some photos:

Salt and Caramel cake lovingly made by my dear friend Gloria De Guzman of Kilbride Ave with contact numbers: 431 788 8719.

The birthday celebrant  hugging his mom while beautiful wife Che-che is to his side.

Happy Birthday brother Da-da!55 more birthdays and wedding anniversaries to come!!!